Thursday, December 3, 2009
in short; in abstract
do you ever feel like paul newman
in Lucky Luke
when he's in the church
staring into the void of god's turned back
sweaty, your bumbling friend tries to blabber
and bullets end:
what we seem to have here, is a lack of communication..
but how do you tell boss
that yeah, net profit is down
but so is sanity and
moral
your professors that
i'm sorry you sell yourself first
and educate fourth
her that
being an occasional whore
just isn't enough
fulltime whore is all i can aspire to be
sidewalk worms is all this is
cold damp dying decomposers on man-made stone
point a to
point b
soon to die
and wither
corpses baked in the sun until vanishing miraculously
or dusted shadows exhibited
nature's low-ball humor
that's quite over my head
Friday, October 23, 2009
the new
dick exhibits
male pattern balding
new dick
has
something unknown
to self
present dick
came after someone else
who came after me
new dick
did come though
(cum)
though,
new dick
filled a hole
maybe in a
heart
new dick
knew little
new dick
bigger?, i ask
not wanting
(needing)
to know
the answer
knew
known
dick
having push old useless
dick out of the (pussy) picture
..(d
dick exhibits
male pattern balding
new dick
has
something unknown
to self
present dick
came after someone else
who came after me
new dick
did come though
(cum)
though,
new dick
filled a hole
maybe in a
heart
new dick
knew little
new dick
bigger?, i ask
not wanting
(needing)
to know
the answer
knew
known
dick
having push old useless
dick out of the (pussy) picture
..(d
Thursday, October 22, 2009
linens
no lights
for twenty one years
i pass you
let'(us)
get on down
to business
we are after all
biologically
emotionally
tied to it
lighting the fuse
to the ensuing bottle rocket
psssssssht-pssshoooom
pop
no second chance.
thee
last stand
found wanting
i wish to rip off
that sink
that counter
those bedsheets
stains
package them
to be thrown to the river
engulfed in a falling wind
splash (gulp)
and forgotten
never again-
but for a moment almost once-
will it ever be
that violent collision
between a prize and
it's folly
d well
it is
how it
has gone.
and left
Saturday, October 17, 2009
tuesday:
you were changing
she thought you pointed
to a blouse
and let go
breaking you
broken hip
bruised skull
open her up!
open her up!
( stroke)
wednesday:
drugs age alzheimer's
pain
and all that
could be said
by you
was
oh god… oh god
oh… ,
god
Thursday:
you're gone
he watched you stop
breathing
being
..
don't worry, you're in good hands
at $10/hr working with the loonies
with their slipping minds
rummage through
their jewelry
etc affects
Drop
good hands now
so they say
i started with you
( us)
an after hours drunkard
punching out consciousness
praying
hoping for what would
could
(was)
kissed surrounded by death
fucked on concrete
fucked in transportation
sucked in transit
linger
(ing) on
now;
consciously aware of past
(fucking glorious)
moments
i never came once without praise
thank you for loving me
i never understood it
when you spoke th( )
having taken it for granted
i now here myself wishing to say the same
yet instead silently
sitting a whore
wailing
rabid
at the faintest distraction
(of)
discarded pasts(
possible futures)
i never want this
if i (had it)
can not
with you
( us)
an after hours drunkard
punching out consciousness
praying
hoping for what would
could
(was)
kissed surrounded by death
fucked on concrete
fucked in transportation
sucked in transit
linger
(ing) on
now;
consciously aware of past
(fucking glorious)
moments
i never came once without praise
thank you for loving me
i never understood it
when you spoke th( )
having taken it for granted
i now here myself wishing to say the same
yet instead silently
sitting a whore
wailing
rabid
at the faintest distraction
(of)
discarded pasts(
possible futures)
i never want this
if i (had it)
can not
with you
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